It's been a while since I've heard your laugh and a lot longer since I've seen you smile.
I can't remember the last time we kissed or the last time I told you I love you.
I remember how you love lemon meringue pie and your order at every food place we always went back to.
Marlboro menthols remind me of you and the first time I took your picture for class.
I can even remember how you like to make your bed in the morning.
I still think its weird you sleep with your blue pillows on the floor.
I miss your white blanket that your mom gave yo, the one with the hole I would put my feet through.
I still talk about you and I admit that there are times when I do miss you.
Now, I say your name and it sounds like a stranger.
I forget the touch of your fingertips on my lips.
I even forget the sound of your voice.
It took everything in me to say goodbye
and a lot more to not answer any of your messages.
I will love you forever and I will love you always.
Letting you go was never easy.
I promised you that I would always meet you into oblivion
I lied to you.
I'm sorry.