we just don't want to be stuck in love.
Excused from school today because of the varsity tournament, lost a tough match against Seneca who had me running back and fourth constantly and had a great drop shot; but overall I did try my best and had a few pretty nice shots too. Our doubles team played in the qf's so we finished at about noon. Lots of pranks, laughs, sarcasm, and jokes throughout the day, could not ask for a better team!
After the tournament I went home and took a two hour nap which I forgot what it felt like to just take sleep after school. Woke up and finished reading section three of The Color Purple, such a great book and I cannot wait to finish the master piece that Alice Walker created.
Had class today, which made me even more confused. Jasmine, who is only 18 years old saved a life yesterday during her shift. A trauma patient was losing a large quantity of blood and while she is only a junior volunteer, she made an impeccable impact last night. Miss Mary told Jasmine to hold the patients head and due to the angle of the position she was holding him, the patient survived. Miss Kathy said it is very rare that a trauma doctor applauds anyone, let alone a volunteer junior member, which is an amazing thing. I talked about how I do not know which direction my life is going and after endless thoughts and losing my mind, I am trying to figure out what I want. I was trying to think everything out last night to give me some sort of leeway of where I am going but again I am back to point A. When I get older, I know that whatever I do it will matter to me and that whatever I do I will love every second of it. However I thought about things that matter to me, and going through the long list I said to myself that tennis matters but I know I wouldn't want to pursue a profession with tennis, I love writing but I cannot stand sitting in one stop all day. To be completely honest I sometimes feel that I want to further my education in the medical field because I am more familiar with the procedure and everyone else became a doctor, nurse, etc. and with photography I have no idea what job I would pursue. Will it be steady? Now think about everything I just said and add a bunch of questions, scenarios to each answer to the question and there you have it. My endless thought process that is still circulating in my mind.
So all this thinking made me want to just go back out and shoot. So again a night of shooting. 
As I was heading home, I decided not to turn right and went straight and some how ended up at the train station. Took a snapshot of the train.....
Before I continue, before I left for class, I had a feeling that I had to bring my camera, tripod, and zoom lens because I had a feeling something was going to happen
&&then I turned around to take another picture and .....
there was the moon that I spent an hour looking for yesterday. Unfortunately after two shots, the clouds blocked the moon ending my excitement but this is not an end. Planning another rendezvous for tomorrow night.